Went to Shah Alam. Ran about 22km. Greeted with good news at finish line. Good news turned out to be false. Crushed.
After race, decided that current A-game running vest is too worn out. Promised to retire them from front line use. Remembered that new training shoes are needed.
Bought new shoes and running vest and shorts. Still look like pre-vest change, except for the absence of the team logo.
Runs race today. Did ok. Get ass kicked by a few. Kicked a few asses too.
Will see if the situation changes in the coming months. Road to the Bridge does not seem to get shorter.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Monday, June 08, 2009
From the ashes
As stated in my last post, I will have finished my 26k race by now. Finishing is one thing, but more important is that I survived it, and glad to say, compared to last year, I survived quite well.
My race prep got off to a rocky start where I was in of a bit of a rush. My preferred type of racing socks were nowhere to be found, and I had to make do with a different type. I ended up having to run from my house to the starting venue, instead of a relaxed jog. Still, it was a good warmup. In fact, I would say this is the first time in many races that I am properly warmed up yet not strained. Due to my lack of doing any long run whatsoever, and with 2 half marathons coming up within the next month, my initial plan was to survive a good pace for at least 1 hour and if possible take it to the 21k mark. Endurance wise, I was not optimistic of really 'running' the whole 26k, but I wanted to not crash as bad as last year. Of course, all these are secondary to actually surviving the race with no ill effects.
The 'BANG!' of the starter's pistol sounded and off we were. I was just behind the starting line and got off to a good start. The favourites were already away, but I just kept focused on starting fast yet staying relaxed. Less than 1 km into the race and I was already running pretty much alone. There were just a handful of runners around me, while the leaders were fast disappearing over the horizon. The first stretch out of Youth Park and turning into Gottlied Road was pretty flat and straight, but it was quite important to stay relaxed as some torturous terrain is literally just around the corner. At this point some of the runners around me tried to make a move, but I bided my time. I did increase my pace a bit, since having someone to tag along is useful and less stressful on the mind. Still, I was careful not to press too hard. The race soon winded into the snaking roads of Mt. Erskine and this is where I feel the race truly starts. It might still be too early for the winners to be decided here, but how one runs this part will have a huge bearing on their race. Also if you are weak in heart, you may be slightly unsettled by running on a road straddled by a huge Chinese cemetary! Fortunately I was already 'in the zone', so to speak, by this point since I was trying to use the runners in front of me as a motivation to overcome the rolling terrain and pocky road. The going uphill was tough, but the downhill parts meant I was able to just open my stride and just fly down. I used this approach to crest the numerous inclines here. At the end of the Mt. Erskine stretch I was already able to leave my erstwhile running partners behind.
Next up is the famous winding roads leading to Vale of Temp. Now, driving in daylight here would be quite harrowing since this road is narrow and twisting. At 6am or so, cars won't be a factor, but the darkness is simply unnerving. The only illumination was just a stray streetlight every now and then. In fact, some parts were totally pitch black! I can't even imagine driving through at this time. Good thing though, I am only using my legs. Thankfully, I also managed to latch on to the next guy in front of me. While the distance was still substantial, it was comforting to know I am not totally alone.
Up till that point, the weather factor was not on the runners' side. In fact, it's almost the same as last year, warm, windless and a bit stifling. I just cannot fathom what it's like to start the race at a later time. The parts after the winding roads were mostly uneventful, and I was settled into the rhythm of chasing the runners ahead. I kept telling myself to keep my footstrikes aligned and lessen any wasteful movements.The hills and slopes here were actually higher than the previous parts and the road was straight, so it could actually be quite daunting looking up from the bottom of the ascents. Approaching the 10k, I was feeling as if I was running out of gas, but I managed to down a packet of Powergel I was carrying along with me. Still, when I got to the hour mark, I was starting to tire. I could still carry on, but it was starting to strain.
While I was glad to be able to last this long, I still wanted to see how far my body would go. My motivation would ebb and flow, but the positive side managed to hold on until the last K or so. But there was no resisting the devil when one of my teammates overtook me just before the last hill. I survived potential cramp, exhaustion, low prep, but in the end it was the sight of another runner leaving me in the dust that did me in. Despite exhorting myself to fight on for the last 5 minutes or so, my legs just automatically quit flailing and slowed down to a walk. Usually stopping and walking would be really, really bad, bad enough to wreck a race and, despite opinions to the contrary, make you feel worse physically. Fortunately, I did not suffer more and I was quite near to the finish anyway. I managed to hold myself together enough to run-walk until the end.
After I finished I was quite pleased to note that I didn't seem to be injured, though my legs were tight as hell! I couldn't even bend them, and taking off the timing chip turned into a comedy of me trying to squat down, struggle to untie my laces, fail, stand up and then repeat the whole process. For what seemed like a dozen times. Finally I just pulled off the shoe in hopes of loosening the laces. All this while balancing on one leg. So who says running does not need skill?
P.S. The tightening only got tighter the very next day, and even persisted for the next 2 days after. SO DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!
My race prep got off to a rocky start where I was in of a bit of a rush. My preferred type of racing socks were nowhere to be found, and I had to make do with a different type. I ended up having to run from my house to the starting venue, instead of a relaxed jog. Still, it was a good warmup. In fact, I would say this is the first time in many races that I am properly warmed up yet not strained. Due to my lack of doing any long run whatsoever, and with 2 half marathons coming up within the next month, my initial plan was to survive a good pace for at least 1 hour and if possible take it to the 21k mark. Endurance wise, I was not optimistic of really 'running' the whole 26k, but I wanted to not crash as bad as last year. Of course, all these are secondary to actually surviving the race with no ill effects.
The 'BANG!' of the starter's pistol sounded and off we were. I was just behind the starting line and got off to a good start. The favourites were already away, but I just kept focused on starting fast yet staying relaxed. Less than 1 km into the race and I was already running pretty much alone. There were just a handful of runners around me, while the leaders were fast disappearing over the horizon. The first stretch out of Youth Park and turning into Gottlied Road was pretty flat and straight, but it was quite important to stay relaxed as some torturous terrain is literally just around the corner. At this point some of the runners around me tried to make a move, but I bided my time. I did increase my pace a bit, since having someone to tag along is useful and less stressful on the mind. Still, I was careful not to press too hard. The race soon winded into the snaking roads of Mt. Erskine and this is where I feel the race truly starts. It might still be too early for the winners to be decided here, but how one runs this part will have a huge bearing on their race. Also if you are weak in heart, you may be slightly unsettled by running on a road straddled by a huge Chinese cemetary! Fortunately I was already 'in the zone', so to speak, by this point since I was trying to use the runners in front of me as a motivation to overcome the rolling terrain and pocky road. The going uphill was tough, but the downhill parts meant I was able to just open my stride and just fly down. I used this approach to crest the numerous inclines here. At the end of the Mt. Erskine stretch I was already able to leave my erstwhile running partners behind.
Next up is the famous winding roads leading to Vale of Temp. Now, driving in daylight here would be quite harrowing since this road is narrow and twisting. At 6am or so, cars won't be a factor, but the darkness is simply unnerving. The only illumination was just a stray streetlight every now and then. In fact, some parts were totally pitch black! I can't even imagine driving through at this time. Good thing though, I am only using my legs. Thankfully, I also managed to latch on to the next guy in front of me. While the distance was still substantial, it was comforting to know I am not totally alone.
Up till that point, the weather factor was not on the runners' side. In fact, it's almost the same as last year, warm, windless and a bit stifling. I just cannot fathom what it's like to start the race at a later time. The parts after the winding roads were mostly uneventful, and I was settled into the rhythm of chasing the runners ahead. I kept telling myself to keep my footstrikes aligned and lessen any wasteful movements.The hills and slopes here were actually higher than the previous parts and the road was straight, so it could actually be quite daunting looking up from the bottom of the ascents. Approaching the 10k, I was feeling as if I was running out of gas, but I managed to down a packet of Powergel I was carrying along with me. Still, when I got to the hour mark, I was starting to tire. I could still carry on, but it was starting to strain.
While I was glad to be able to last this long, I still wanted to see how far my body would go. My motivation would ebb and flow, but the positive side managed to hold on until the last K or so. But there was no resisting the devil when one of my teammates overtook me just before the last hill. I survived potential cramp, exhaustion, low prep, but in the end it was the sight of another runner leaving me in the dust that did me in. Despite exhorting myself to fight on for the last 5 minutes or so, my legs just automatically quit flailing and slowed down to a walk. Usually stopping and walking would be really, really bad, bad enough to wreck a race and, despite opinions to the contrary, make you feel worse physically. Fortunately, I did not suffer more and I was quite near to the finish anyway. I managed to hold myself together enough to run-walk until the end.
After I finished I was quite pleased to note that I didn't seem to be injured, though my legs were tight as hell! I couldn't even bend them, and taking off the timing chip turned into a comedy of me trying to squat down, struggle to untie my laces, fail, stand up and then repeat the whole process. For what seemed like a dozen times. Finally I just pulled off the shoe in hopes of loosening the laces. All this while balancing on one leg. So who says running does not need skill?
P.S. The tightening only got tighter the very next day, and even persisted for the next 2 days after. SO DON'T TRY THIS AT HOME!
Saturday, June 06, 2009
26ks of Hell
I have been slacking a lot, in terms of both blogging and running. Come tomorrow, I will have to face the consequences of doing so in running. While you can argue there's nothing special in that, since I have been slacking for quite some time, this is no ordinary race. This 26k monster over rolling and often poorly maintained roads is not to be trifled with. I learned that the hard way last year, when I headed in also in quite a poor state. I was then rewarded with the most painful run of my life, suffering from cramps (a first while running), painful feet, and most frighteningly a chilly feeling throughout my body. At that time, I seriously thought I was going to be in serious trouble.
Less than a year on, I hope things won't turn out that bad again. Fitness-wise, I think I am ok. Unfortunately, endurance is my main worry this time around. This might not make sense since I said I am fitter, but the fact is I have not done any sufficiently long runs, with the longest clocking in at around 30mins on the treadmill a few days ago. For a race expected to last about 2 hours, that is woefully inadequate.
Having said all that, all I am hoping for is just to come back in one piece. Hopefully, my knees, and shins and feet will hold up. If I come through ok, then I will be satisfied as this race is only a prep of sorts for the upcoming battles...
Less than a year on, I hope things won't turn out that bad again. Fitness-wise, I think I am ok. Unfortunately, endurance is my main worry this time around. This might not make sense since I said I am fitter, but the fact is I have not done any sufficiently long runs, with the longest clocking in at around 30mins on the treadmill a few days ago. For a race expected to last about 2 hours, that is woefully inadequate.
Having said all that, all I am hoping for is just to come back in one piece. Hopefully, my knees, and shins and feet will hold up. If I come through ok, then I will be satisfied as this race is only a prep of sorts for the upcoming battles...
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Oblivion
I am now at the edge of a mile-high cliff, staring down the precipice, into oblivion... My target is just as far away, and even further. As hard as I try, my efforts have only led me here. One more step, and it's a point of no return. I yearn to go the other way, to make some headway towards my dream, but every time I do it's like swimming in mud, in tandem with strong currents pushing me back. Back until this point...
I have just returned from the Kedah meet, and all I can say to describe it is "total failure". My personal target was not met, modest though it may be. Even worse, I failed to finish 2 out of the 3 events that I signed up for. While I was confident of dipping below 5 minutes for the 1500, the actual race didn't quite turn out the way I envisioned. I felt lethargic from the gun, and I was dropped even before the 300 mark. The rest of the race was a long struggle and I basically ended up where I was 2 years ago. Right after I finished, I ran over to start the 10000. As expected, I dropped out after 2 laps, due to the proximity of these events in the schedule. No complaints about this. I can still reasonably justify my poor results in the 1500 by blaming fatigue, since I had been up for nearly the whole day before.
Unfortunately, I had no excuse whatsoever for the 5000 on the second day. It only served to pooh-pooh that theory and highlight my abysmal physical condition. For a start, I was struggling throughout the race, but quitting the race 4 laps from the end was what made this an unmitigated disaster. For the life of me, I can't remember a track race which I have never finished, the previous 10000 notwithstanding since I already planned it as a glorified cool down. Even in races where I have been stricken with problems, like the 5k in Form 5 and this year's Masum 10k where I suffered from stitch, or the hot and humid 5k in TOT this year, I had always found the will to finish. Says a lot about the lack of hunger and fight in me now.
Comparing myself to 3 years ago, the old me always had the determination and perhaps a little anger to prove something. Ah well, I really need to have a long hard look at myself. It's back to the drawing board...
I have just returned from the Kedah meet, and all I can say to describe it is "total failure". My personal target was not met, modest though it may be. Even worse, I failed to finish 2 out of the 3 events that I signed up for. While I was confident of dipping below 5 minutes for the 1500, the actual race didn't quite turn out the way I envisioned. I felt lethargic from the gun, and I was dropped even before the 300 mark. The rest of the race was a long struggle and I basically ended up where I was 2 years ago. Right after I finished, I ran over to start the 10000. As expected, I dropped out after 2 laps, due to the proximity of these events in the schedule. No complaints about this. I can still reasonably justify my poor results in the 1500 by blaming fatigue, since I had been up for nearly the whole day before.
Unfortunately, I had no excuse whatsoever for the 5000 on the second day. It only served to pooh-pooh that theory and highlight my abysmal physical condition. For a start, I was struggling throughout the race, but quitting the race 4 laps from the end was what made this an unmitigated disaster. For the life of me, I can't remember a track race which I have never finished, the previous 10000 notwithstanding since I already planned it as a glorified cool down. Even in races where I have been stricken with problems, like the 5k in Form 5 and this year's Masum 10k where I suffered from stitch, or the hot and humid 5k in TOT this year, I had always found the will to finish. Says a lot about the lack of hunger and fight in me now.
Comparing myself to 3 years ago, the old me always had the determination and perhaps a little anger to prove something. Ah well, I really need to have a long hard look at myself. It's back to the drawing board...
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Semester Break = TRAINING TIME!!!
To the readers, however little left there are, I am truly sorry at the sorry state of my blog. Yeah, that's the most overused line in blogdom ever in its many forms, and one that I am guilty of overusing even in this blog. Still doesn't make it any less apt to preface a recall to blogging arms though, so it stays.
Anyway, I have a few really good reasons for my absence from the blogosphere (really!). Mainly, my lackadaisical approach to my studies caught with me right after my last post and I was forced to focus my waning energies on the most hectic period of the semester. So there I was, desperately fending off datelines while the almighty threat of the final exams looms high over the horizon. The fact that I was on a steep downhill immediately after MASUM didn't exactly help. All the races subsequently were nothing to write about and I was trying my best to forget them.
All that's in the past though. Luckily for me, my running has not mirrored my lack of blogging activity, and I have continued training, albeit not at full intensity, through my finals. This block of training is geared towards the many big races coming up in the latter half of the year. Thankfully, my performances have started to pick up a bit, and not a moment too soon as I have a meet this weekend to help me get a feel of where I am fitness-wise. Fingers crossed, I will be running in the 1500 and 10000(or 5000) races at the Kedah Open. I am not hoping for much, as I will be using this meet as race exposure cum training cum cheapskate holiday, but a personal best or two would be nice ;).
As stated in the title, I will be going full blast from here on out!
Anyway, I have a few really good reasons for my absence from the blogosphere (really!). Mainly, my lackadaisical approach to my studies caught with me right after my last post and I was forced to focus my waning energies on the most hectic period of the semester. So there I was, desperately fending off datelines while the almighty threat of the final exams looms high over the horizon. The fact that I was on a steep downhill immediately after MASUM didn't exactly help. All the races subsequently were nothing to write about and I was trying my best to forget them.
All that's in the past though. Luckily for me, my running has not mirrored my lack of blogging activity, and I have continued training, albeit not at full intensity, through my finals. This block of training is geared towards the many big races coming up in the latter half of the year. Thankfully, my performances have started to pick up a bit, and not a moment too soon as I have a meet this weekend to help me get a feel of where I am fitness-wise. Fingers crossed, I will be running in the 1500 and 10000(or 5000) races at the Kedah Open. I am not hoping for much, as I will be using this meet as race exposure cum training cum cheapskate holiday, but a personal best or two would be nice ;).
As stated in the title, I will be going full blast from here on out!
Sunday, March 08, 2009
Harvest
The time has finally come. After training for so long with no chance, namely races, to validate my efforts, and get a feel for my current level, competition season is finally here. I had my first race last weekend, too bad this first competition happens to be the national university track meet (MASUM). Timing regardless, it is still good to race. While my performances did not exactly hit my targets, I still ran personal bests, so I can't really complain. On the other hand, the officials as usual were their petty and haughty selves. Besides being major pains in the ass, their gross incompetence cost me a place on the official standings of the 5ooo. I was not the only victim as my own teammate, Ivan, was just one of those mistakenly made to run extra laps. While I still had the consolation of knowing what time I ran, these guys did not even get the comfort of recording the time that they worked for. Among the other fuck-ups made by the Selangor AAA: setting the hurdle height for the 400m men's hurdles at 42 inches, which is the height for the 110, no officials around the track after the first 4 laps or so of the women's 5ooo walk, which somehow happens to be just after our captain who was leading the race got DQed, hmmmm.
Still, no point wasting any more words on such scum. On the the positives, I managed to beat my 10000 and 5000 personal bests, which have been a long time coming. In fact both were set during my first races at both distances waaaaay back in 2005. I would like to say I could have beaten both ages ago, but for some ridiculous to the point of comedy series of factors, still it feels good to finally do it. I can also say that these were my best runs since nearly 1 year ago. While I only finished 6th overall for the 10k and should have been in 6th for the 5k, I finished ahead of my teammates in both the races so that's another bonus.
Anyway, it's all in the past, especially since there's another meet this weekend, this time USM's very own track meet. Hopefully there will be more updates to my personal bests!
P.S.: Some final thoughts to take away from MASUM. USM definitely >>>>> UPM when it comes to chicks :P. I will win next year for my final year teammates who will not have the chance to win!
Still, no point wasting any more words on such scum. On the the positives, I managed to beat my 10000 and 5000 personal bests, which have been a long time coming. In fact both were set during my first races at both distances waaaaay back in 2005. I would like to say I could have beaten both ages ago, but for some ridiculous to the point of comedy series of factors, still it feels good to finally do it. I can also say that these were my best runs since nearly 1 year ago. While I only finished 6th overall for the 10k and should have been in 6th for the 5k, I finished ahead of my teammates in both the races so that's another bonus.
Anyway, it's all in the past, especially since there's another meet this weekend, this time USM's very own track meet. Hopefully there will be more updates to my personal bests!
P.S.: Some final thoughts to take away from MASUM. USM definitely >>>>> UPM when it comes to chicks :P. I will win next year for my final year teammates who will not have the chance to win!
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Flash and Dash
With the conclusion of the past weekend, I will only have less than 4 weeks time left until my first competition of the year, which is the MASUM championships. What's so special about this competition besides it being the first of the year? Nothing much except that it's the Malaysian university championships. For this simple reason, it's actually my biggest target for the university track season. Certainly the timing is not optimum, with it being my opener for the year, but nothing that can be changed. What I can change though is my training and ability.
Lately, my performances in training have been somewhat better, as I feel some gradual improvement. On the other hand, I am still getting sent to the cleaners by Prakash, my training mate. So obviously it's still a work in progress. Most of the stuff we are doing now in the workouts have been intervals that are more on the short side, except for some pyramids consisting of 400, 800 and 1200, and the beloved 'last runs' that usually cap off a workout session.
As for the long-ish stuff, I am still struggling a bit but not as bad as before. Hell, a half marathon might be beyond me for now, but at least I can still pull through a 40 minute run, even if I have to run ugly to do it. Add that to the fact that the longest race coming up will probably be 10000m on the track, things don't look that bad after all.
P/S While I already had a full semester of lifesaving lessons before me and am doing the second level already, lifesaving classes still hurt like a bitch.
Lately, my performances in training have been somewhat better, as I feel some gradual improvement. On the other hand, I am still getting sent to the cleaners by Prakash, my training mate. So obviously it's still a work in progress. Most of the stuff we are doing now in the workouts have been intervals that are more on the short side, except for some pyramids consisting of 400, 800 and 1200, and the beloved 'last runs' that usually cap off a workout session.
As for the long-ish stuff, I am still struggling a bit but not as bad as before. Hell, a half marathon might be beyond me for now, but at least I can still pull through a 40 minute run, even if I have to run ugly to do it. Add that to the fact that the longest race coming up will probably be 10000m on the track, things don't look that bad after all.
P/S While I already had a full semester of lifesaving lessons before me and am doing the second level already, lifesaving classes still hurt like a bitch.
Friday, January 16, 2009
Track athlete
As I mentioned before, I will be focusing more on the track this year. Well this is mainly because I have access to a track now at uni and also a coach. Needless to say, being a track athlete entails stepping on to a track for training, and this is what I have been doing for the past 2 weeks or so. However, my performances in these sessions have been, to put it gently, underwhelming. At first the transition was literally very painful. After I went through my first proper session on the track, which were 20x200m intervals finished off with a 1000m run, I legs were really banged up. They stayed banged up enough that I had to walk like I had walking sticks for legs for the next 3 or 4 days. Nevertheless, the poison worked. It inoculated me from being crippled by the subsequent workouts. Still, it didn't cure the other problem. I was still being dusted by my training partner Prakash. Sure this guy is no slouch, being last year's Penang Open champ in the steeplechase, but still... Basically it sucks. The last thing you want as an athlete is to see the back of somebody else pulling ever further ahead. I guess things are not quite on track after all...
Thursday, January 01, 2009
Resolutions(again)
It's that time of the year again. Yep, after all the food has been devoured and the confetti thrown, it's time to get down to the nitty-gritty of, you guessed it, making resolutions. Hmm, on second thought, before I make some impossibly unattainable target for the year, I think I should compare last year's resolutions to what I actually did achieve.
*The following style of writing might be unpalatable for certain segments of humanity. Reader discretion strongly advised.*
*The following style of writing might be unpalatable for certain segments of humanity. Reader discretion strongly advised.*
Before any of you slate me for posting about my resolutions this late in the year, let me remind you that it's only 9 days since 2008 existed. Anyway, I do have a reasonably good excuse for this. You see, for daring to spend the first few hours of the new year at a ramshackle bus stop chatting with friends instead of getting drunk and fighting at some nightclub, the ghost of 2007 decided to haunt me, presumably to teach me a lesson. So this ghost proceeds to mess up my internal calendar, leaving me 1 week late in writing what should have been written as soon as the new year starts. Not buying it? Well, me too, but at least I gotta make a shot at making a lame excuse.
Anyway, back on topic. Ah, resolutions, the mere thought of it alternatively bolsters the spirit or sends shivers down the spine, depending on what stuff you are made of. Despite all the hoopla (Who the hell uses 'hoopla' anymore?) surrounding it, I mean the first thing most people say after greeting each other happy new year is 'Got any resolution or not ah?', I have never felt compelled to put my resolutions down in writing. I do have some hope for the coming year, sure, but most of them are kinda vague and subjective in nature, which kinda explains why most of my achievements are kinda vague and subjective, go figure.
Ok crapping aside, here are my resolutions.
1) I want to master driving. (Done) As lame as this sounds, this is probably the numero uno skill I need to have now, because no driving, no 'paktor' (Not done. Not listed as a resolution, but still...), no 'kaului'.
2) I want to be a faster runner. Fast enough to get among the top placings in road races. If you insist on being more specific, I hope to run faster than 38 minutes for 10000 meters (Failed), 17 minutes for 5000m(Failed), 80 minutes for the half marathon(Failed). (okay, I added all those numbers to make my blog sound more sophisticated so fire away) My running actually sucked and I might even have regressed. The first half of the year was going great, but ever since I entered uni in June/July, everything went off the boil. Proof = my last race came 1 week after entering uni in the Ipoh Half where I did 1:27+ for my current PR. Of course, that course was pancake flat and possibly short, if you insist on taking away what little ray of sunshine I have left.
3) I want to get my target. Mega epicly failed. Even switched targets a few times and epicly failed each and every time. 4) I want to sleep earlier. Too many late nights means too many wasted hours, definitely not good if I am to achieve resolution number 2. I am up here at 2.30am typing this, so what do you think?
Phew, that sure was stressful. Now you know why I don't really like to do relections on semesters/years/whatever lengths of time. So the numbers say it all, 1 out of 4. Damn, even blind people can hit the target more often. Still, me being me, I am still gonna go forward and come up with a newer, more unattainable list.
1)Become an awesome runner. How awesome? I want to win some road races. As for the track, maybe go under 4 mins for the 1500, 17 minutes for the 5k and 37 minutes for the 10k. Attainable? Only time will tell.
2)Train harder. No more being a chicken. I want to achieve my targets, I must welcome hard training. I am relishing the pain already.
3)Sleep early. After writing this I am off to bed. Promise.
4)Study harder. Or more specifically get better grades. If this can be attained without studying harder, yahoo. Unfortunately, I doubt the world works that way...
5)Update blog more. I will not go on an extended hiatus from my blog like last year, but please forgive me-lah if I don't update everyday. I got the other 4 resolutions to take care of too.
So there you have it, my little list of resolutions.
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
Run Fatboy, Run!
Thanks to my recently bulky mass, I have been experiencing a new dimension to my running, the one which requires me to be in perpetual struggle throughout a race. To be honest though, this is nothing new. As a recap, I dragged my out of shape ass through 26km of hell in the Malakoff 26k(what else) Run, then followed up by getting myself kicked over 10k by an 800m runner who's more renowned for his speed than his stamina in the Tanjung 10k, which in turn was only a warm-up for the Penang Bridge Run (25K category) the following week. I had more or less the same outcome for all 3 races. All 3 races ended up with me in the medical tent, and suffering excruciating pain in my feet and lower legs. I seriously was not able to walk properly in the aftermath of those races, for up to a few days time each. The main cause could easily have been my increased mass, since these races were run at my heaviest racing weight.
Anyway, with that wretched sequence outta the way, I figured I should make more of an effort to raise my performance a notch. At least I should be seen trying, right? The scene for this was also quite apt, my alma mater, logical since this race was organised by the school's old boys' association. Last Sunday, was not my first time running in this race, but this year's route of about 10k is entirely new though. The race was fast and furious from the start, and I was barely out the school gates when I started to get passed like it was going outta style. The urge was there to resist, but one look at the hot and soon to get hotter weather made me swallow my pride and just let them go. It's not as if my legs were up for it too since they were screaming at me to stop. So much for moving outta the struggling dimension.
The screaming didn't stop as the race went on, but if there's a relief, it's the sight of a lot of the guys who passed me getting nearer and nearer. True enough the hot and dusty course took its toll. By the time I crossed the finish, I was in 7th place for my category and 8th overall. Still, this race hurt, and I don't mean my legs. For once, my legs were fine, aside from some tightness in my calves. It hurt, because I still ran subpar to my abilities. Of the 7 guys that beat me, I felt I should hv been able to cope with 3. My leisurely start put paid to that though, and it's still a big weakness for me, dating from my earliest days in running. As for some of the guys I did beat, I should have been further ahead. Basically, I am in a no win situation.
Anyway, what's done is done. I can only look forward to my next race, which is this weekend. Redemption-wise, it is good news for it to come so soon. As for my actual shape though, it's bad news, since there is nothing much I can do to better it. To spice things up, it's a road relay, ergo if I suck, I will be causing my whole team to suck. Geez, who said running was simple?
Anyway, with that wretched sequence outta the way, I figured I should make more of an effort to raise my performance a notch. At least I should be seen trying, right? The scene for this was also quite apt, my alma mater, logical since this race was organised by the school's old boys' association. Last Sunday, was not my first time running in this race, but this year's route of about 10k is entirely new though. The race was fast and furious from the start, and I was barely out the school gates when I started to get passed like it was going outta style. The urge was there to resist, but one look at the hot and soon to get hotter weather made me swallow my pride and just let them go. It's not as if my legs were up for it too since they were screaming at me to stop. So much for moving outta the struggling dimension.
The screaming didn't stop as the race went on, but if there's a relief, it's the sight of a lot of the guys who passed me getting nearer and nearer. True enough the hot and dusty course took its toll. By the time I crossed the finish, I was in 7th place for my category and 8th overall. Still, this race hurt, and I don't mean my legs. For once, my legs were fine, aside from some tightness in my calves. It hurt, because I still ran subpar to my abilities. Of the 7 guys that beat me, I felt I should hv been able to cope with 3. My leisurely start put paid to that though, and it's still a big weakness for me, dating from my earliest days in running. As for some of the guys I did beat, I should have been further ahead. Basically, I am in a no win situation.
Anyway, what's done is done. I can only look forward to my next race, which is this weekend. Redemption-wise, it is good news for it to come so soon. As for my actual shape though, it's bad news, since there is nothing much I can do to better it. To spice things up, it's a road relay, ergo if I suck, I will be causing my whole team to suck. Geez, who said running was simple?
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Creature of the Night
It's alive! Muahahahahahahha, it's alive...!
*Sparks*. Dang, there goes the lights again. It's not easy, you know, to resurrect a blog. Sometimes you gotta short out a fuse or 2, even though my blog has been dead and resurrected again for 65246625 times. This time the hiatus had to be ended using power enough to bring Frankenstein's monster to life 1000 times over.
Right, now that we got that outta the way... I have nothing to blog about. Darn, I forgot the most important ingredient, the soul. Oh well, nevermind. As it is, I am currently in a very pathetic state, sitting in front of the PC at 2.30 in the morning. The past few days have been much of the same, except I sleep at 4 or later. Of course, that wasn't the only transformation I made. Lo and behold, 5 months of tertiary education has also bestowed upon me the title of "resident lard-ass". My daily early morning sojourns would have been intolerable without all the cookies and instant noodles. Yeah yeah, all you less than fit people that I used to laugh at can return the compliments now.
Great, just great.
*Sparks*. Dang, there goes the lights again. It's not easy, you know, to resurrect a blog. Sometimes you gotta short out a fuse or 2, even though my blog has been dead and resurrected again for 65246625 times. This time the hiatus had to be ended using power enough to bring Frankenstein's monster to life 1000 times over.
Right, now that we got that outta the way... I have nothing to blog about. Darn, I forgot the most important ingredient, the soul. Oh well, nevermind. As it is, I am currently in a very pathetic state, sitting in front of the PC at 2.30 in the morning. The past few days have been much of the same, except I sleep at 4 or later. Of course, that wasn't the only transformation I made. Lo and behold, 5 months of tertiary education has also bestowed upon me the title of "resident lard-ass". My daily early morning sojourns would have been intolerable without all the cookies and instant noodles. Yeah yeah, all you less than fit people that I used to laugh at can return the compliments now.
Great, just great.
Saturday, July 19, 2008
Uphill All The Way
Hills. Definitely not for me. At best, they are to be tolerated, a part of running that you sometimes have to do to be gooooooood (drag the word out for emphasis). At worse..., ok let's not go there. So if they already so hostile when part of a run, why the hell am I doing running a race that is all hill??? That's question I was trying to answer while taking part in the annual race up Penang Hill organised by Kwong Wah Jit Poh, amidst curses and gritted teeth.
The answer was none too obvious during that self-prescribed torture session, my body simply refusing to devote more energy to cogitating. Frankly speaking I don't blame it, I have long had a love hate relationship of epic proportions with hiking and hills in general. Normally, I avoid them like the plague, but for 1 special day each year, the planets align, the feng shui energies are at full blast, and I cast aside my hill aversion to enter this event. And just as sure that I would take part, I will regret that decision, usually at the point where I just made it up the first crest looking like a wreck.
This year was no different. To boot, I had done ZERO hiking in the run up to the event. Regardless, annual rituals are to be respected, and besides I am technically a member of a hiking team, so what the heck, crashing and burning can still be kinda fun, I hope. I started out quite well, but then the beginning is a run of about more than 2k, so there was not much consolation there. Things began to look grim as I was getting passed by runners I have no problem beating in my sleep. Come on! We haven't even left the ground yet!
My body soon clicked into normal hiking mode soon after the flat part ended. Long buried curses were dredged up and flowed easily. The long forgotten feeling of burning calfs only hiking could give started to introduce itself. Long story short, it was an uphill battle, pun intended. To stave off the grim outlook, I resorted to pumping in reinforcements. In my near catatonic state, the best I could muster were stuff like, "Pain is temporary, glory is forever" and "No guts, no glory". Creative huh.
Thankfully, I did get stronger in the 1 year since the last edition of this hike, and my pain was felt for a shorter time. About 3 minutes less in fact for a time of 53.39 mins, good enough for 7th place if I am not mistaken. Ah well, considering the circumstances, I don't have much to complain about. Most of the complainin' was done on the way up anyway. Would I WANT to try again next year? I doubt it. Would I actually try it again next year? Yea, pretty much.
I can't help it, go blame Penang Hill.
The answer was none too obvious during that self-prescribed torture session, my body simply refusing to devote more energy to cogitating. Frankly speaking I don't blame it, I have long had a love hate relationship of epic proportions with hiking and hills in general. Normally, I avoid them like the plague, but for 1 special day each year, the planets align, the feng shui energies are at full blast, and I cast aside my hill aversion to enter this event. And just as sure that I would take part, I will regret that decision, usually at the point where I just made it up the first crest looking like a wreck.
This year was no different. To boot, I had done ZERO hiking in the run up to the event. Regardless, annual rituals are to be respected, and besides I am technically a member of a hiking team, so what the heck, crashing and burning can still be kinda fun, I hope. I started out quite well, but then the beginning is a run of about more than 2k, so there was not much consolation there. Things began to look grim as I was getting passed by runners I have no problem beating in my sleep. Come on! We haven't even left the ground yet!
My body soon clicked into normal hiking mode soon after the flat part ended. Long buried curses were dredged up and flowed easily. The long forgotten feeling of burning calfs only hiking could give started to introduce itself. Long story short, it was an uphill battle, pun intended. To stave off the grim outlook, I resorted to pumping in reinforcements. In my near catatonic state, the best I could muster were stuff like, "Pain is temporary, glory is forever" and "No guts, no glory". Creative huh.
Thankfully, I did get stronger in the 1 year since the last edition of this hike, and my pain was felt for a shorter time. About 3 minutes less in fact for a time of 53.39 mins, good enough for 7th place if I am not mistaken. Ah well, considering the circumstances, I don't have much to complain about. Most of the complainin' was done on the way up anyway. Would I WANT to try again next year? I doubt it. Would I actually try it again next year? Yea, pretty much.
I can't help it, go blame Penang Hill.
Monday, July 07, 2008
Rainbow after the rain
It was an intense battle. The outcome wasn't immediately certain as the smoke and dust from the almighty battle settled. As I finally catch a well deserved easy breath of air, I surveyed the effects of that battle, prepared for dismay. But a glance at the tag bestowed unto me told all that I needed to know. I had made it. I had finally stepped into the promised land with 2 spots to spare.
In bluer collar language, I finally managed to get among the money winning places in a race. The destination was Ipoh, a very unfamiliar place to me, before this race, I have only made passing visits there, but now it has a special place in my heart. In one fell swoop, I lopped off nearly 10 minutes off my personal best for a time of 1.27:35, good enough for 18th place. While this is a moment to savour, it is the culmination of hours of hard work.
The weight has finally been lifted, it's about time I start writing my story as a runner.
In bluer collar language, I finally managed to get among the money winning places in a race. The destination was Ipoh, a very unfamiliar place to me, before this race, I have only made passing visits there, but now it has a special place in my heart. In one fell swoop, I lopped off nearly 10 minutes off my personal best for a time of 1.27:35, good enough for 18th place. While this is a moment to savour, it is the culmination of hours of hard work.
The weight has finally been lifted, it's about time I start writing my story as a runner.
Friday, July 04, 2008
New Life, New Place, New Race
I spent the past week holed up with about 2100 fellow newbie undergrads at the sprawling USM campus. While initially filled with trepidation, the huge and intimidating grounds gradually shrunk and felt more like home. Of course, getting lost is still part of the daily itinerary, but in a perverse way, it's kinda fun too. I bet even the seniors don't fully know the ins and outs of the place 100%, so I guess for us freshies it's forgivable. The grounds might be impressive and the facilities more than adequate, but the best part about getting into university is meeting new people. No joke. There are seriously some colourful characters even in my hostel. As for the girls, I am still thanking the heavens for the sheer number of attractive young females present. Who said a guy/girl ratio of 30/70 is a bad thing?
Of course this is already the weekend, and I was among the fortunate few who reside in Penang, which means I get to go home fairly often. For this weekend however, there will not be much homely respite. I will be leaving for Ipoh tomorrow. It will be my first time taking running in the Ipoh International Run, and the interruption to training because of my orientation week is definitely a concern for me in tackling the 21ks. Regardless, these are exciting times, and hopefully this buoyant feeling I have now will be an adequate substitute for the loss of training. Of course, I cannot fail, since my big mouth told quite a few people about this trip. So for my ego among my uni mates, and for my own self belief, let's hope I achieve a breakthrough.
Anyway, whatever happens, this has been a week for many firsts.
Of course this is already the weekend, and I was among the fortunate few who reside in Penang, which means I get to go home fairly often. For this weekend however, there will not be much homely respite. I will be leaving for Ipoh tomorrow. It will be my first time taking running in the Ipoh International Run, and the interruption to training because of my orientation week is definitely a concern for me in tackling the 21ks. Regardless, these are exciting times, and hopefully this buoyant feeling I have now will be an adequate substitute for the loss of training. Of course, I cannot fail, since my big mouth told quite a few people about this trip. So for my ego among my uni mates, and for my own self belief, let's hope I achieve a breakthrough.
Anyway, whatever happens, this has been a week for many firsts.
Monday, June 16, 2008
Pride comes before a fall
In my previous post, I joyfully proclaimed about breaking through a barrier in training. When something like that happens, I naturally expect more progress to be forthcoming. But then I fail to take into account that it's me I was talking about, and when something good happens, something else really really sucky will come along to balance it out. The latter couldn't be truer.
Since that fateful run on the treadmill, my optimism has been rewarded with failure upon failure. I don't know whether that run itself took a lot more out of me than I thought, or that it was purely mental, since I didn't really feel worse from my efforts. The fact of the matter is that I couldn't even manage ONE run longer than 20 minutes, a bare minimum to me to be considered an aerobic effort. Paces I can maintain in my sleep for 45 minutes have me labouring already at 15 minutes, and I find myself abandoning runs even before I got done with my warm-up run, instead working on sprints and hill charges. Well, I guess at least my speed won't be declining, some consolation that is.
Oh before I sign off, I just remembered that the track meet mentioned last time around is this weekend, and to compound my training difficulties, I am still scrambling for the forms. Now if anyone doesn't believe in the adage "when it rains, it pours", kindly direct them to me. Of course, I will willingly take the rain though, or even a drizzle, or maybe just a few raindrops, heck anything but the friggin' humid and hot weather...
Since that fateful run on the treadmill, my optimism has been rewarded with failure upon failure. I don't know whether that run itself took a lot more out of me than I thought, or that it was purely mental, since I didn't really feel worse from my efforts. The fact of the matter is that I couldn't even manage ONE run longer than 20 minutes, a bare minimum to me to be considered an aerobic effort. Paces I can maintain in my sleep for 45 minutes have me labouring already at 15 minutes, and I find myself abandoning runs even before I got done with my warm-up run, instead working on sprints and hill charges. Well, I guess at least my speed won't be declining, some consolation that is.
Oh before I sign off, I just remembered that the track meet mentioned last time around is this weekend, and to compound my training difficulties, I am still scrambling for the forms. Now if anyone doesn't believe in the adage "when it rains, it pours", kindly direct them to me. Of course, I will willingly take the rain though, or even a drizzle, or maybe just a few raindrops, heck anything but the friggin' humid and hot weather...
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Another level down, 100 more to go
It's really been a while since my last post, I can even see the cobwebs left by Google's spiders hanging all over the place. Ok enough of the cliched back-after-long-hiatus response. While I really haven't posted for a long time, I will have you guys know that I have been putting my time to busting my ass in training, and this break was pretty much required. Alright that wasn't entirely true, the truth is I got a bit sick of posting (again), and instead drowned myself in backbreaking training to cure myself of this funk (see the training was really needed!).
As far as training has been concerned, things have been going quite well, with small breakthroughs in training common. On the other hand, I haven't exactly been able to reach my desired mileage, being unable to break past the 65k mark I reached in my last cycle. I put this down mainly to motivation and determination. This is not to say I am weakening in my desire, but more of a mental barrier that I face every time I train, a testament of sorts to the degree of difficulty of the training. To put things into perspective, even if I manage to hit my old mileage, it will still be less than what is required to really move on to the next level. Ah well, I believe that when I do finally beat that mileage mark the floodgates will open. Besides, I am improving so mileage isn't a big concern yet.
Mileage aside, I am quite satisfied with my training. In fact on the treadmill, I have been besting my training records on a weekly basis, the latest being set this very evening. And since this particular mark and distance holds some significance to me, I am going to regale you guys with some personal history. For those of you with a narcoleptic history, it will be the proper time to get your coffee :).
*Turns back the clock by ermmmm, a few years*
The year was 2005, I had only become a member of the school team a few months before, and I was about to represent my school at the island level track championships. To top it off, I will be in 3 events, 4x400m, 1500m and the longest event on the programme the 5000m. My only previous experience of track was at the 1500m and 800m and that being on the school grass track. Still, I was confident. While I have only ever run middle distance before, I felt that my chances lay with the 5000m. As brash and noob as I was, I knew I wasn't even the best in the 1500m in my own school and in terms of personal best times, technically I really really suck. Of course, the fact that I had no previous experience at all with the 5000m never really occurred to me. On hindsight, I have no yardstick to give me an idea on my relative ability, but I just had the gut feeling that I was good.
I was set up for failure though, again on hindsight. My very first day of track racing I had to do a "double", run 2 events, even better yet, 1 right after the other. Yup, it sucked. Of course, I didn't know it then, instead I cast myself as the martyr since I had to run on the relay then run the 1500m. Still, things would have turned out ok if everything went to plan as my school's 4x400 was quite badass. Heck, it was probably my most concrete chance at a medal. As it turned out, after so many years of going to plan, fate decided to have a laugh just when I got to run on the relay. Rest assured I didn't screw up, but even then the dropped baton didn't seem significant as we still managed to make up time and qualify for the final. Or so we though, as we were adjudged to have committed a mistake when picking up the baton. To call this a freak accident would be an understatement.
I didn't have much time to dwell on it though, since I had about 30 minutes until my 1500. As it happened, I didn't stand a chance. My legs felt sore the first lap and I was literally bringing up the rear. There were some noob runners of course, but in typical noob fashion they sprinted the first few hundred metres. As for the favourites, needless to say they were already flying ahead. The whole field had about 20 runners so I looked really bad. The soreness subsided a bit and some of the noobs "pancit-ed" so I was able to move up in position. In the end, I did something like 5:19, while not good was still technically a personal best. Regardless, my hopes of progressing to the state championships went down in flames.
With the stage set, everything boiled down to my last event the 5000. With no prior benchmark, I set 20 minutes as my target. Hopefully that would enable me to win too. In the actual race though, my target proved to be 1 step too far and I finished in 20:26. As for the win, well, let's just say it was a few more steps further away. I did make the state championships though, but that race turned out to be total failure with me getting a stitch halfway and running way under par. All my subsequent 5000m races since then more or less turned out similarly, leaving the 20:26 still standing as my personal best.
So much for gut instinct
*Back to the present*
Of course, at my current level, the 20:26 would be easy meat, but since track races are not exactly a dime a dozen, I have had very few chances to update that mark, try something like perhaps 1 or 2 track races a year. With some luck, I hope to be able to run at the Penang Open soon. On second thought, change that to a whole shitload of luck, because as it stands, I have no idea when it will be held, even though I have been hearing about it from my juniors. I wouldn't put it past the notoriously high tech, accessible and efficient Penang association (the PAAA) to disseminate the news at the very last minute (like say 5 minutes before registration closes) to a very small audience (something like a 3 line notice at the bottom corner in the newspapers). Can't blame them really, what with them not having a website OR a blog, and being based in an area faaaaaaaar away from the city centre, totally reasonable in this day and age.
Rant aside, because after today's training run it won't hit me as much even if I miss the track event. Even though I am confident to break the 20 minute barrier, there is always still a small piece of doubt at the back of my mind, since I don't have something concrete to back it up. Those days of doubt are over though, for I managed to do 19:34. Granted the time is nothing to shout about, and it was on a treadmill, but hey, I finally managed to break past my personal milestone, so I will take this as a morale booster. The fact that it was a second half of a 40:46 10k was a nice touch too ;). So yes guys, basically I subjected you to a long ass story to tell you about this, so sue me.
Anyway, next up is to break 40 minutes in the 10k. And like the 5k, I am confident I can do it, just a little nagging doubt at the back of my mind though...
As far as training has been concerned, things have been going quite well, with small breakthroughs in training common. On the other hand, I haven't exactly been able to reach my desired mileage, being unable to break past the 65k mark I reached in my last cycle. I put this down mainly to motivation and determination. This is not to say I am weakening in my desire, but more of a mental barrier that I face every time I train, a testament of sorts to the degree of difficulty of the training. To put things into perspective, even if I manage to hit my old mileage, it will still be less than what is required to really move on to the next level. Ah well, I believe that when I do finally beat that mileage mark the floodgates will open. Besides, I am improving so mileage isn't a big concern yet.
Mileage aside, I am quite satisfied with my training. In fact on the treadmill, I have been besting my training records on a weekly basis, the latest being set this very evening. And since this particular mark and distance holds some significance to me, I am going to regale you guys with some personal history. For those of you with a narcoleptic history, it will be the proper time to get your coffee :).
*Turns back the clock by ermmmm, a few years*
The year was 2005, I had only become a member of the school team a few months before, and I was about to represent my school at the island level track championships. To top it off, I will be in 3 events, 4x400m, 1500m and the longest event on the programme the 5000m. My only previous experience of track was at the 1500m and 800m and that being on the school grass track. Still, I was confident. While I have only ever run middle distance before, I felt that my chances lay with the 5000m. As brash and noob as I was, I knew I wasn't even the best in the 1500m in my own school and in terms of personal best times, technically I really really suck. Of course, the fact that I had no previous experience at all with the 5000m never really occurred to me. On hindsight, I have no yardstick to give me an idea on my relative ability, but I just had the gut feeling that I was good.
I was set up for failure though, again on hindsight. My very first day of track racing I had to do a "double", run 2 events, even better yet, 1 right after the other. Yup, it sucked. Of course, I didn't know it then, instead I cast myself as the martyr since I had to run on the relay then run the 1500m. Still, things would have turned out ok if everything went to plan as my school's 4x400 was quite badass. Heck, it was probably my most concrete chance at a medal. As it turned out, after so many years of going to plan, fate decided to have a laugh just when I got to run on the relay. Rest assured I didn't screw up, but even then the dropped baton didn't seem significant as we still managed to make up time and qualify for the final. Or so we though, as we were adjudged to have committed a mistake when picking up the baton. To call this a freak accident would be an understatement.
I didn't have much time to dwell on it though, since I had about 30 minutes until my 1500. As it happened, I didn't stand a chance. My legs felt sore the first lap and I was literally bringing up the rear. There were some noob runners of course, but in typical noob fashion they sprinted the first few hundred metres. As for the favourites, needless to say they were already flying ahead. The whole field had about 20 runners so I looked really bad. The soreness subsided a bit and some of the noobs "pancit-ed" so I was able to move up in position. In the end, I did something like 5:19, while not good was still technically a personal best. Regardless, my hopes of progressing to the state championships went down in flames.
With the stage set, everything boiled down to my last event the 5000. With no prior benchmark, I set 20 minutes as my target. Hopefully that would enable me to win too. In the actual race though, my target proved to be 1 step too far and I finished in 20:26. As for the win, well, let's just say it was a few more steps further away. I did make the state championships though, but that race turned out to be total failure with me getting a stitch halfway and running way under par. All my subsequent 5000m races since then more or less turned out similarly, leaving the 20:26 still standing as my personal best.
So much for gut instinct
*Back to the present*
Of course, at my current level, the 20:26 would be easy meat, but since track races are not exactly a dime a dozen, I have had very few chances to update that mark, try something like perhaps 1 or 2 track races a year. With some luck, I hope to be able to run at the Penang Open soon. On second thought, change that to a whole shitload of luck, because as it stands, I have no idea when it will be held, even though I have been hearing about it from my juniors. I wouldn't put it past the notoriously high tech, accessible and efficient Penang association (the PAAA) to disseminate the news at the very last minute (like say 5 minutes before registration closes) to a very small audience (something like a 3 line notice at the bottom corner in the newspapers). Can't blame them really, what with them not having a website OR a blog, and being based in an area faaaaaaaar away from the city centre, totally reasonable in this day and age.
Rant aside, because after today's training run it won't hit me as much even if I miss the track event. Even though I am confident to break the 20 minute barrier, there is always still a small piece of doubt at the back of my mind, since I don't have something concrete to back it up. Those days of doubt are over though, for I managed to do 19:34. Granted the time is nothing to shout about, and it was on a treadmill, but hey, I finally managed to break past my personal milestone, so I will take this as a morale booster. The fact that it was a second half of a 40:46 10k was a nice touch too ;). So yes guys, basically I subjected you to a long ass story to tell you about this, so sue me.
Anyway, next up is to break 40 minutes in the 10k. And like the 5k, I am confident I can do it, just a little nagging doubt at the back of my mind though...
Monday, May 12, 2008
5th place, kinda...
I took part in a run yesterday morning, and in a first for myself, I was not registered beforehand. Nevertheless, I decided to go because I was told that this was a free run by the people from my running group and even if I don't get to register myself, it will still be a chance to do some speedwork. On the other hand, I am going in totally without a clue, whether it is the course, the organisation, the prizes(if any), or even the name, which by the way is Larian Harmoni something something.
Anyhow, last minute registration entailed some extra measures, like waking up early, since I also didn't know what the starting time was, which I nearly failed to do. Thankfully though, I got there with more than half an hour to spare, or so I thought. Getting there on time was the least of my troubles, as there was a huge crowd in front of the registration desks. Thinking that there sure was a lot of latecomers, I quickly took my turn at the queue, only to find that they were doing the t-shirt distribution on race morning itself. Definitely a total faux pas and a sign of a noob organiser. After much waiting and watch-glancing I did manage to put my name on a sheet of paper, by which time I also gleaned some important information like who the organisers were and what kind of runners I was up against. The race was organised by Keadilan and yes, thoughts about being arrested for whatever reason did crop up but thankfully the dozen or so police officers there were just to help with traffic direction. As for my rivals, I did not really see any lethal runners except for a state 800 meter runner who I have beaten over the longer distances, other random state runners and of course a couple of speedsters from my own team.
After the customary pre-race speech by a dignitary which in this case was a state assemblyman we were set off. As expected the young tykes from the state team took off like rockets, but sticking to my mentality of approaching this race for speedwork, I never let them get too far and sure enough, most of them ran out of fuel. All except for two. They were able to sustain their pace and were taking a toll to stick close. Having got among the front of the race, my immediate next thought was the length of this race, since I had expended a lot of energy in the early surge and was deliberating whether to surge again to gain ground on the leader. Just around this moment, I heard some footsteps approaching from behind along with a feeling of dread. It turns out that the owner of this killer aura was one of my fast teammates (the other way already in front stalking the two youngsters). He had started slowly, but had been rapidly closing the gap. As he was faster than me, I couldn't hold him back for long and was overtaken. The excitement didn't stop though as I was engaged in a skirmish with another runner of similar calibre. My initial overtaking move was countered soon after. To make things worse, the course took us near the starting area, and my lack of knowledge about the route ensured that I am not sure whether we will finish there. Once again, doubt crept into my mind whether to push hard to regain that position of to be patient. For better or worse, I elected to do the latter.
My gamble paid off, it seems we will in fact not be ending where we started, which is quite rare for a local road run. No wonder too, my watch showed less than 10 minutes had elapsed. Even for a funrun-ish race, that is still too short. That worry resolved and with a huge gap to the next runner, I bode my time while wondering where the race will end. In the meantime, my teammate had taken over the lead and was pulling ahead, having run with him countless times in practice, I knew it would be next to futile to chase him down. The next option was to target the state junior runners who were starting to flag a little. The runner I was tussling with earlier slowed down a bit, and I was able to overtake him for good this time. Soon after that we had to turn into a small street, only to be confronted by the finish less than 500 meters ahead. I swore under my breath as that would mean I had too short of the race left to make up the gap to the juniors. I still kicked hard, though maintaining an intense pace throughout the run took a lot out of me and I would guess my efforts looked as bad as it felt. I finished in 5th place behind my teammates and the juniors, though it was not an official race and there were no medals or prizes. Not long after, my erstwhile rival finished followed by... noone. Seriously, the few of us were waiting there at the finish with the officials and for a long time there was no runners crossing the finish. I mean I knew the gap between the leading group and the rest was big, but surely not this BIG.
Our confusion was answered though, as it turned out that the rest of the runners weren't directed into the junction and the police mistakenly directed them to continue along the road instead. As for us, we were lead by a motorcycle so there were no troubles. Most of the runners took it in good humour since the run was pretty short anyway, barely 4km, and they took it as getting some extra exercise. I couldn't say that though for one particular junior runner whom I knew though. He was always the arrogant sort and his attitude does not befit his ability and true to form, he was quite pissed and criticised the organisers, not openly of course, just to fellow runners who he deems to be worthy. Inwardly, I was just glad that I was able to comprehensively clean him up in the run instead.
The minor hiccups aside, the race was quite fun and water bottles and buns were generously distributed and there was also a lucky draw. For the first time in a long while or maybe ever, I won a lucky draw prize. It was only a bell like paperweight thingy but still it was something. Oh and it was my adidas Chiba Pro's race debut. So all in all a good effort.
Anyhow, last minute registration entailed some extra measures, like waking up early, since I also didn't know what the starting time was, which I nearly failed to do. Thankfully though, I got there with more than half an hour to spare, or so I thought. Getting there on time was the least of my troubles, as there was a huge crowd in front of the registration desks. Thinking that there sure was a lot of latecomers, I quickly took my turn at the queue, only to find that they were doing the t-shirt distribution on race morning itself. Definitely a total faux pas and a sign of a noob organiser. After much waiting and watch-glancing I did manage to put my name on a sheet of paper, by which time I also gleaned some important information like who the organisers were and what kind of runners I was up against. The race was organised by Keadilan and yes, thoughts about being arrested for whatever reason did crop up but thankfully the dozen or so police officers there were just to help with traffic direction. As for my rivals, I did not really see any lethal runners except for a state 800 meter runner who I have beaten over the longer distances, other random state runners and of course a couple of speedsters from my own team.
After the customary pre-race speech by a dignitary which in this case was a state assemblyman we were set off. As expected the young tykes from the state team took off like rockets, but sticking to my mentality of approaching this race for speedwork, I never let them get too far and sure enough, most of them ran out of fuel. All except for two. They were able to sustain their pace and were taking a toll to stick close. Having got among the front of the race, my immediate next thought was the length of this race, since I had expended a lot of energy in the early surge and was deliberating whether to surge again to gain ground on the leader. Just around this moment, I heard some footsteps approaching from behind along with a feeling of dread. It turns out that the owner of this killer aura was one of my fast teammates (the other way already in front stalking the two youngsters). He had started slowly, but had been rapidly closing the gap. As he was faster than me, I couldn't hold him back for long and was overtaken. The excitement didn't stop though as I was engaged in a skirmish with another runner of similar calibre. My initial overtaking move was countered soon after. To make things worse, the course took us near the starting area, and my lack of knowledge about the route ensured that I am not sure whether we will finish there. Once again, doubt crept into my mind whether to push hard to regain that position of to be patient. For better or worse, I elected to do the latter.
My gamble paid off, it seems we will in fact not be ending where we started, which is quite rare for a local road run. No wonder too, my watch showed less than 10 minutes had elapsed. Even for a funrun-ish race, that is still too short. That worry resolved and with a huge gap to the next runner, I bode my time while wondering where the race will end. In the meantime, my teammate had taken over the lead and was pulling ahead, having run with him countless times in practice, I knew it would be next to futile to chase him down. The next option was to target the state junior runners who were starting to flag a little. The runner I was tussling with earlier slowed down a bit, and I was able to overtake him for good this time. Soon after that we had to turn into a small street, only to be confronted by the finish less than 500 meters ahead. I swore under my breath as that would mean I had too short of the race left to make up the gap to the juniors. I still kicked hard, though maintaining an intense pace throughout the run took a lot out of me and I would guess my efforts looked as bad as it felt. I finished in 5th place behind my teammates and the juniors, though it was not an official race and there were no medals or prizes. Not long after, my erstwhile rival finished followed by... noone. Seriously, the few of us were waiting there at the finish with the officials and for a long time there was no runners crossing the finish. I mean I knew the gap between the leading group and the rest was big, but surely not this BIG.
Our confusion was answered though, as it turned out that the rest of the runners weren't directed into the junction and the police mistakenly directed them to continue along the road instead. As for us, we were lead by a motorcycle so there were no troubles. Most of the runners took it in good humour since the run was pretty short anyway, barely 4km, and they took it as getting some extra exercise. I couldn't say that though for one particular junior runner whom I knew though. He was always the arrogant sort and his attitude does not befit his ability and true to form, he was quite pissed and criticised the organisers, not openly of course, just to fellow runners who he deems to be worthy. Inwardly, I was just glad that I was able to comprehensively clean him up in the run instead.
The minor hiccups aside, the race was quite fun and water bottles and buns were generously distributed and there was also a lucky draw. For the first time in a long while or maybe ever, I won a lucky draw prize. It was only a bell like paperweight thingy but still it was something. Oh and it was my adidas Chiba Pro's race debut. So all in all a good effort.
Saturday, May 10, 2008
Running Hard, Hanging Tough
The past few weeks have been tough, as far as training is concerned. In less than a month, I managed to lose my fire, find it again, and it's burning brighter to boot. Unfortunately, a perfect parade is just asking to be rained on, and my renewed vigour was countered by a nagging ankle injury. Despite my often flippant replies to injury worries raised by family and friends, getting injured is a real boogeyman at the back of my brain. I might have been more callous about this kind of thing when I was younger (heck, I sound so old saying this), but the knowledge gained made me realise that injuries are not to be trifled with and I naturally think the worse whenever I feel any pain.
A usual scenario the past few weeks have been something like this. I would be about to go out for a run and then the moment I take a few strides, the pain in my ankle would be like a warning klaxon on a sinking ship. Basically that is the point where I would have to make a decision whether to suck it up and just press on or just quit. The outcome has been about 50-50 and dependent on my state of mind. Anyway, I chose the suck it up option for my past 2 runs, lo and behold, I discovered that my pain actually goes away when I run. It's just that I have to get past the initial moments of discomfort. Of course, I have completely no idea whether I am actually doing more harm than good but what the heck, the time has come for me to just throw caution to the wind if I am to achieve any of my goals.
Monday, March 31, 2008
KL marathon race report
The big day finally arrived, and not a minute soon enough I would say. I had been training my ass off since the very beginning of the year (and I mean very, I started that afternoon barely after shaking off my New Year's tipple). Trust me, in my entire career as a runner, I have never trained continuously for such a long time, and with no other competition in the mean time to boot. My body might have been getting fitter, but my mind was getting fatigued and antsy. I was itching to race.
Besides being probably my biggest race so far, topping the Penang Bridge Run, it was also my first race of the year, and also the first since my 'train focused' approach started. Talk about triple the pressure. A lot of things happened while I was in KL too, but since this is a race report I will leave running unrelated stuff for another post. Maybe.
Anyway, some background information. For the 3 months of training, the 5 hours of back-breaking boredom in a bus, and the fear of running in an alien course, I decided to set my targets high, very high in hindsight. To be exact, I aimed to finish in under 90 minutes.
On race morning, I basically went with familiar routine, since it's not wise to try new stuff on race day. I wore my trusty Brooks T4 racers, and my usual Brooks 02 hiking team vest and Asics shorts ensemble. I did bring along my adidas KOTR vest, but I decided to wear the Brooks because it was a badge of honour to represent my team all the way here in KL, not to mention the fact that I will probably be the only one wearing that vest. Yes I am a stickler for individuality, so sue me.
I reached Dataran Merdeka, which was the starting and ending area, at about 5.15am, plenty of time to spare before the 6 am start. I whiled away my time doing some lacklustre jogging and halfhearted strides and looking around for familiar faces. I guess my 3 hours plus of sleep didn't help and my Red Bull had not kicked in yet. I then wisely decided to visit the loo, in mind of a probable rush for the toilet by the other runners just before the start. Thus relieved, I sautered over to the starting area. Yup, my race mood started to fire up. I also bumped into a familiar face, one of the regulars in Botanicals. I even joined him in a long run 2 weeks before, though that was interrupted by some untimely bowel movement. May history do not repeat itself here, was my fervent wish.
By the time I reported to the starting line, there was already quite a crowd ahead, which means they were between me and the starting line, definitely not good. Using my slight build to maximum effect I managed to weasel my self forward, though my efforts still left me with a crowd ahead of me, just smaller. Now it was just a matter of time. Then "BOOM!!".
My mid-pack status hindered my progress in those initial stages. Thoughts going through my mind involved words like 'fuck', 'why do slow people insist on standing in f front??!!', 'move outta my way, slowpoke'. After annoyingly long seconds of shuffling to the start line, the jam loosened up a lot. I immediately zeroed in on a runner zooming by, deciding to use him as a pacer. In contrast to my usual tactic for half marathons, I decided not to go out slow any more and resolutely stuck with my pacer. To my shock, my body was already feeling the effects, with my legs feeling sore and my right ankle feeling very painful. Keep in mind that was within about 2km after the start. Honestly though, those have always been old problems of mine, but usually in shorter races. My mind was blaring at me to take a break or walk rather loudly, but my experience told me to just shrug it off.
The first few km of scrambling soon settled into a calmer rhythm. The course made things tough though, with small uphills and downhills and many turns. Surprisingly I coped quite well with that, even though hills were never my strong point. About 5 km in, I managed to lose my pacer. Almost around this point a pair of female runners overtook me and left me in my dust. I managed to limit the damage, and instead used them to pace myself. Forgive me for being a bit sexist, but it does hurt to be beaten by a girl, what more two at once.
The race soon settled into a steady pattern, with flyovers providing the pain factor. As expected, my problem ankle went numb a few more km afterwards, allowing me to cruise along at a comfortable pace. My hopes for some guide for checking my pace were wrecked though, with the idiotic placing of drinking stations. No way in hell will I run 30 minutes for 5 km, which basically screwed up my pace plan. The trouble was that they did not take into account the changes in this year's route and placed the stations at the same spot but did not make the resulting changes to the distance marking.
After some time in the outskirt region of the city, the course took us back into the city centre. In other words, I was as confused as hell with more twists and turns. At least I know that it will be about 2.5 km between each drink station so I just focused on getting to the next one, slow down, grab a drink them gradually pick up again. Eventually I managed to overtake 1 of the female runners, but the other one was just increasing the gap. From about a few metres ahead, she was just flying out of sight by the time I approached the finishing straight. I consider myself a fast finisher, but it was humbling to be dusted by her. In my defense though, that lady was from Singapore and finished in 5th in the women's open category.
I gave it my all, and I can't complain about that. Still, I only managed to clock 1:36.29, for 32nd place, waaaay off my target time. The redeeming factor was that I managed to beat my previous best by about 3 minutes. That kinda put things in perspective about the standards I have to reach to achieve my goals.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
A fallen warrior, a brand new successor
The signs have been showing up, slowly at first, but gradually gathering steam, until it is simply impossible to ignore. Yes, my beloved Prospec marathon racers that I use for my gym sessions have been breaking down. It started with wear and tear on the soles, doubtless having been worn down by the friction between them and their perpetual nemesis, the treadmill belt. Nevertheless, they have never boasted great traction, which was why I delegated them to gym duty in the first place, as they are not grippy enough to risk on the roads. After all that pounding though, something has to give. The next thing that didn't feel right was the feel. Even though it didn't have any fancy schmancy cushioning technology, it was usually quite good in dampening body jarring shocks. Despite the clunky appearance too, it carried me to some great workouts and my 10k PR on the treadmill to boot. Lately though, it has started showing it's age, the workouts started becoming more of a might. Don't get me wrong, I am not implying that running is totally reliant on the shoes you use, but sometimes the responsiveness of your shoe plays a part, and sadly the Prospec's responsiveness feels dead. The time is definitely near for me to say goodbye.
While warriors fall, there will always be new heroes to take their place. And while the Prospec was a hero for me working in the background, I have recently acquired a new pair of racers that I hope will be as much of a hero in the front lines. I present to you my adidas Chiba Pro racers. Unlike the Prospecs, this one will be for races apart from the odd run or so. This shoe will also take over the mantle of lightest and lowest shoe in my collection from my T4 racers.Even though, I haven't really run enough in them to come to a conclusion. Preliminary runs indicate that this will be a smashing shoe. What else can I say after I managed to do 11km in my first run in them? I just seem to be able to cruise on and on in them.
Anyway, I hope I will be able to do a shootout comparison between my Chiba Pros and my T4s.
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